I was sitting casually, intensely reading a book, when I got
a text, ‘leave everything and confirm, is Sachin retiring?’ I dropped my book
(I never drop a book I’m reading), dashed to my laptop and typed in ‘Sachin
Tendulkar news’. In about 0.16 seconds flashed the headline:
‘Sachin Tendulkar
to retire from all forms of cricket after 200th test’.
And my heart
sank. I wanted to cry and shout and deny the fact. But all I could do was show
my disbelief on the social networks, just like zillion other fans out there.
And I feel I can’t even call myself a ‘fan’, ‘cause I know how crazy they can
be and I just never got that lucky to be crazy.
I remember not liking cricket as a kid; I thought that the
game was ‘too long’. Then, when I came to India in 2007, I watched the 1st T20 World Cup and India emerging victorious. And that is when I fell in love
for the first time. Fell in love with the game everybody loved so dearly. I watched every
cricket game, read about every cricketer and watched as many past matches as I
could. I began to realise and understand why Sachin Tendulkar was titled ‘The god of cricket’,
why Rahul Dravid was ‘The Wall’, why batsmen feared Anil Kumble, why Indians
treated cricket like a religion. I soon became a crazy fan myself, and followed
cricket as much as I could.
I vividly remember breaking down to tears when Sachin
Tendulkar announced his retirement from the ODIs last year. People who deeply
understood the game said that it was a right decision on his part. But I don’t understand
the game like that. I am a stubborn, short-sighted fan when it comes to
cricket. So even when
we knew that this was coming soon, the news today about
his retirement for good broke me down again. No, I did not cry today. I just regretted the many chances I had missed in the past to watch him play live. Like the Champions Trophy Finals. I reminisced every debate I have had with people in the past defending Sachin, fighting with my mother to watch his matches or interview on the TV, cutting out his pictures from newspapers and secretly making huge collages of his.
No, I won’t
cry today. I will just sit all day and read every single piece on his
acheivements, watch every glorious moment of his, and talk about him as much as
I can. That is how I will honor the legend. That is all I can do to honor the
legend. That, and feel proud to be a fan of the Cricket God. #SaluteTheLegend